I get a lot of emails from guys asking me how it is I go about finding so many women who are willing to try squashing. Truth be told, I’ve got no secrets. It’s not like I have a special website where a bunch of women post profiles looking for seats they can smash. And I certainly don’t have some magical sales pitch that triggers these women to want to throw their bodacious bodies onto me. I’m not really attractive myself… so it’s not like their doing this just to spend time with some “hot guy.”

I’m just real. And respectful. And I frame squashing in the most genuine way possible. I explain it and what it means to me from my heart. When you’re approaching something from a truly authentic place… there’s power there. And I think it’s partly that power that excites at least some of these women about the prospect of trying this.

Like I said… I don’t have any special websites. Modern day sites that have proven fruitful include Facebook, Tagged, Instagram, and Twitter. Back in the day Myspace and Yahoo Messenger were goldmines.

One of the many websites I frequent today is Feabie. It’s a great community that has really grown over the years (no pun intended). A number of FWP models were found there – Queen Nora, Sugar, Avery, April, and Curvy Chaleesi.

When I stumbled upon Chaleesi’s profile I was really taken back. This woman was a legit goddess. I don’t say this lightly… her beauty blew me away. She didn’t then… and she still doesn’t now…. know just how freaking stunning she is.

She was far from the largest woman I had come across. In fact, she’s one of the smaller women to work with FWP. It’s all relative, though, right? When the norm is 600-900 lbs as is the case around here… a 200 or 300 lb woman seems very tiny. But her pictures were epic. Beautiful face. Beautiful body. The total package from the physical standpoint.

Once we got to chatting, her personality matched. While I’m not in this to marry these women… the personality still matters a lot. I have to feel comfortable with them to spend this sort of intimate time with them in random hotel rooms. Are they cool? Are they intelligent? Can they hold a conversation? Is there a connection? Could I see this person being a friend? Do I trust them?

Chaleesi checked off all the boxes and so it was agreed upon… we’d do a shoot.

A short time later I found myself excitedly booking on down the Turnpike toward what was hopefully to be a safe, intense, and fun encounter. I got to the hotel first, which is always nice. It gives me the chance to get in and settled before the nervous first encounter. While I’m very “normal” and conversational, I get very nervous for those initial meetings. And there’ve been times where the models have gotten to the hotel before me and that always magnifies the awkwardness and freaks me out a bit. Future models reading this… take note! But I digress.

In this case, Chaleesi arrived 30 or so minutes after me. She knocked. This is always where my heart races the most… so much uncertainty, anticipation, worry, etc. It’s super intense. But hopefully not half as intense as the squashing that’s destined to happen in most of these situations after that nerve-racking first impression is out of the way.

When I opened the door I was literally floored. She was seriously stunning. As stunning as she was in her profile pictures… multiply that by 10. Definitely the kind of woman you’d get caught staring at if you were fortunate enough to cross paths with her in public.

And she had a fantastic presence… a grace about her if you will. She was the total package. She seemed so angelic that I actually worried she wouldn’t be good at squashing. You know the type. They say they’re willing to go hardcore with it but when it comes right down to it… they sit on you like a bump on a log. She was so pretty and seemingly so gentle that this is what I expected at first.

Boy was I wrong.

Camera, Lights, Action!

After the initial “get to know you a bit more,” I set up the cameras. Chaleesi stripped down to a thong and an epic top and let’s just say the room heated up 10 degrees. I began explaining a little about how squashing can unfold and what customers like to see. It seemed as if she didn’t really care about hearing all of that.

I’m sure I was wrong. Having gotten to know her very well over the years at this point… I’m sure she cared. But I also believe she was thinking to herself, “Yea yea… I get it. Just lay your scrawny ass on the bed so I can pulverize you.”

Oh how sexy that dichotomy is… her angelic appearance and demeanor against what I’d soon learn to be her no holds bar, crazy intense, dominant side.

The cameras were started, I was on my back staring up at the ceiling, and next thing you know this goddess was standing above me about to share her weight with me for the first time. I’m not so sure there are words I could type here to put this situation, the accompanying emotions, and the epicness into perspective.

Let’s just say it was the stuff of dreams.

What came next, though, had hints of nightmares, too. And that’s how the best squash encounters go. Every moment of them is amazing. But some of the moments, while amazing, are also terrifying. Some of the guys who fantasize about this while never actually playing it out in real life… they don’t understand this. “But these women are so soft and luscious. How can it be terrifying?”

Dude. Wake up. Yes. They’re sexy, soft, sensual, stunning, blah blah blah.

They’re also heavy!

And falling out of the sky onto you with total disregard for the wellbeing of your bones.

That’s precisely what Chaleesi did. Not only did she offer up some of the largest butt drops I’ve experienced. We’re talking straight up jumps with full impact landings. But she didn’t care where she landed. Sometimes she’d land straight on my belly. Other times my chest. And then, shockingly at the time, she’d also land on my throat and head.

I kept waiting for something to break! I remember thinking how lucky I was that I started out on the bed. If she had released this fury while I was on the floor… I’m totally convinced I would’ve been nursing a broken rib at best.

There’s something so crazy cool about figuring out (the hard and heavy way) that a new woman isn’t going to need to be coached. She genuinely loves to use her weight in a powerful way. And, if anything… I’m going to have to be careful to protect myself as she has her way with me.

I simply told her to go easy and get comfortable with what she can do and what I can handle. It went from 0-100 in the blink of an eye. I remember saying to make that first video about a lot of reverse chest sitting, some bouncing, and… if she was feeling up to it… maybe a drop or two. Ya know… get your feet wet.

Haha… so damn funny looking back. She must’ve thought I was a moron. And if she didn’t… in hindsight, I certainly think I was. Acting as if she needed a script. Or as if I had any chance of having guardrails up to keep me safe.

In the end, she was in control. And it’s something I’ll never forget.

She went onto decimate me on the board, stand on my throat, and push me like no other woman her size ever had before. It went down as one of my favorite shoots ever.

Will there ever be a second encounter with this ultra goddess? Something tells me yes. We’re dear friends. And based on the audience here, I’m guessing many of you will be ecstatic to hear that she’s about 100 lbs heavier since the days of this first shoot.

And Chaleesi…

You should know that you’re legitimately the centerpiece of dreams for many, many men.

Keep being awesome.

Oh, two last important things…

1. If you’d like to check out Chaleesi’s clips, you can find them here.
2. Drop a comment below if you have any particular thoughts or questions regarding this post. We love participation in this community!

Until next time my friends…

Go get yourself flattened!